so my gpa sucks and it will be much worse after this semister and i will be on academic probation. so my quesction for all you ysu students what are some easy classes i can take to boost my gpa? and if you had any easy classes and did good in them? let me no.

So hers a update on so crazy but not so crazy life. In sorority life i now have a big her name is Lynn. Shes super nice and i like her alot. Ummm... I went and seen brandis dad play with his band at Jillians and also had some funny green monster drink Brad bought me. It tasted like beer and kiwi but its the thought that counts. I had a major like melt down about school. I hate and i mean hate my education classes. I dont no, i think im just frustrated and mad that im having a hard time that I want to give up. but I am working through. I guess if i fall on my face i need topick myself up again. thats all.I saw HANSON they were amazing i still had that little girl stomach love feeling when I heard them play.

I love and miss all of you so much!!

So here is the deal .. School has consumed my whole life and im not joking, i dont even have time to do my laundry. jezze im never taing 18 hours again in my whole life and i mean it. I also now work back at the bk and work like 35 hrs a week which is like triple what i had at the bug, but now i dont have time to do anything. I am now a sister od Delta Zeta sorority. its weriod that all these girls l want to like hang out together almost all the time. Ive only met up with them once during my whole hour break and ate wings and pizza. it was fun. These girls are totally different from any of my friends, so its going to take some time to get used to but, hey im doing something productive with my life finally. Im currently sick and my nose is all runny and i feel as if im coughing up a lung, but on the good side its not the swine flu. crossing my fingers i dont get that either.

And Sammi Im realllllllyyy sorrry I didnt call you on your birthday but i have a present at my house for you. I can save it or if you want i can send it to you. either way it donest matter to me.
o and alex burell was arrested at the bk yesterday. but they let him go but, it was like wow everyone who works there is a criminal. haha


love you all

Classes started this past monday. I really like all of my professors. It's going to be one of my hardest semisters but for some reason Im looking forward to it. I just recently quit my job at Fashion Bug and Im back at the BK. Im happy about that too. I'll be less stressed out and crap so Im looking forward to it. I love my car, and Im going to cleveland with Karli and Chandlee on Thurs to see Jonas. It will be my first big trip with my car. Im super excited. For the first time in a long time I can admit Im really happy and content with my life. I miss Sammi and Mel alot. But, Im planning on joing a sorority and making new friends. Im actually going to stick with it too. Sarah's dad is doing so much better with his treatments. Her and mama Kenna are still in that akward stage in blaming god. Eventually they'll get over that and not blame God for the misfortune and be happy that he's fighting the cancer and god is giving him more time with them. I truely believe that. I've also might begin to look at christian religions. I was raised catholic but, I dont believe in alot of what they teach. I love gays and think they should be able to marry and live equal lives. Aborition is a touchy subject. I believe in a womans choice. I personally would not do it. But, why should a life be brought into the world not loved, wanted, and can not be cared for. Basically it;s my body and I should be able to choose. Sadly many do not approve that I believe and I respect that. Maybe down the road I will change my mind and im certain I will.So, im just going to see whats out there.
Kristen, my bff, from preschool, came home from Keylargo Florida and visited. I missed her so much. I guess if your friends for as long as we have its really hard not to see them everyday. Even though I may see her every other year, we still talk for hours at least once a week. It was just nice to have her back for that short amount of time. Thats all about me how about you? I def. have a smile on my face more often now than I did like a year ago.

so this summer lets see what ive done. I bought a car, and yes, i dont miss the stinky van. I watched lots of kids swim in my pool. I also took lots of turns kicking them out so i could swim and then let them back in after i was done.I worked alot even though i wanted to kill my boss. Im going to jonas concert next thursday with karley and i dont no who else. chandlee i guess backed out or at least i guess so because she will not respond to me, so i have an extra ticket and dont no what to do with it. Im going to take my first real freeway experience going to cleveland. i pray i dont get lost. hmmmm what else? well today i put a two week notice in at work. im leaving and have no other job lined up. im so smart! not! i just cant take it anymore there. I was actually scheduled 4 hours next week. yes, 4 hours. so im done moving on to another place. I guess any place because i dont have one yet. My mom is freaking out,"you cant quit your job". guess what mom i already did. Its to stressful there and i dont like it. I will miss the people i met and not smelling like french frys but i hate my boss. o well if anyone knows if any place is hiring let me know.

soo thats about it. So sad summers gone. but ill be starting fresh and im happy about it too.

Somethimes I forget or want to forget that I have a livejournal.

Schools over and I managed to boost my gpa to a 3.6, which was extremely hard and it wont stay there for long. Trust me. There are four kittens living in my garage. I named them too. Freddie, Dolly, Cholie, and Frankenstein. They are the so small and I like them. I feed them too. My father wants to chop my head off for doing so but, I saw him holding Freddie when I got home from work. So, he likes them and needs to get off my back about feeding them.
Im also looking for a second job and of course its not going very well, but, Ill keep trying. I put in like 15 applications in, only one call and the manager is a butt head, was calling me the wrong name and was talking to me like I was a 10 year old. So, i was so glad he didnt give me the job. So, in the next week Ill try Sparkle, DQ, Marcs, Walmart, Kmart, Kohls, Handels, and if nothing ill call the BK back for summer work. the only reason i need this second job is to maybe have enough saved to get a car cause the van is going to bow up soon.
Other than that I have nothing to look forward to this summer except Harry Potter, and Jonas Brothers concert.


Thats all for now.

Beesely,my new cat, is a beast, and likes to cuddle. The End.

So todays been a bad day. #1 Im flunking one of my classes #2 Im behind on work for all of my classes #3 I might have to drop that class that im flunking and will only put me at part time #4 my mom brought home a cat. His name is Beesly. He is very hairy. I came home from work, and there was a cat in my room. A FLIPPN CAT!! I dont want that cat. What the heck!? My mom said she got it for me because I wanted a dog. First of all my mom = stupid. a CAT is not a DOG. Omigoodness.

So that all in one day. Now I have a cat I dont want but, Ill end up liking him. O well...

Sooo Jonas Brothers movie on Friday... I bought an advanced ticket.. for $15...I no.. Im too old to be deeply in love with them. Also Jess ur birthday is coming up!!!!!!!!!!! yay!

and thats about it.

So jess and sammi u both can tell your sisters that taylor swift is a no go. Why? the lowest priced tickets are like $78. The cheaper tickers have already soldout. Bummer..

So its been a while since I have updated. Well, christmas passed, it was ok, new years was ok..but boring..., school started yet again, and I go to work. WOW what a eventful time. haha

I have talked to Amber, shes doing well and shes having a boy, here pretty soon actually.

Ive discovered this chat site called Habbo.com, its pretty cool.

O yeah, does anyone like Taylor Swift??? shes going to be in cleveland in July and I kinda want to go. lol

I finished my last final today. I studied for 2 weeks for my psychology final and d took me 20 minuites to finish it. I passed the stupid math class, thank god. Im working all next week, yuck. thats all.

so i seen twilight today and it was pretty good. i now love edward cullens. the end.

hey twilight comes out on nov 21. does anyone want to go see it with me ?

let me know.

my dog buddie died today. he got hit by a car. He died inmy arms on our wat to the animal hositpal. Im just so sad, he was my friend, he ways always happy to see me and I miss him.
I just thought i should say it now so i dont have to tell any of you later. so thats it, im not happy right now, and i feel bad that im so bummed and crying over my dog, my friend, and cant cry over a family members death. I dont get it. I dont how im going to handle it but i will, Brandi is really my only friend, well the only friend i can call, and shes there for me.
I called like 15 different animal hosiptals and they turned me down,and some kept saying all the vets are on lunch break. If its an emergenct animal hosiptal shouldnt there be a vet on call? just asking.

I feel like a little kid in a candy store. Obama won. Finally I feel at ease , maybe everything is going to be ok. McCain is a good man, but, I do not feel as if he would get the country in order. I made phone calls, went door to door with people I have never met before in my life, and all the hard work and Obama won ohio, and I guess he won overall. Now i dont have to worry so much about school loans, which was my biggest concern.


thank you all for going out and voting today.

So you should vote tomarrow..... if your 18 of course....... make a difference... thank you have a nice day.

Is everyone mad at me or what?! Im confused. knowone answers the phone, texts, or voicemails. Did I do something wrong?
Tell me im paronoid...bujt im prob not.

Brandon Trevis passed away this week and its really made me realize how much u should value your life. When i found out how he died my stomach turned. It felt as if it was my cousin all over again. It just made me sick, it just makes me feel blessed for who i am and what i do have.

I also got to see Hilary Clinton on Friday. Shes one of my idols and it was just amazing to see her, and being only like 10 feet away from someone so influencial was just an honor.

Hey everyone,

well, ive actually been busy for the past few weeks. I got to make phone calls for the presidental campain in youngstown and i had a lot of fun. I've also been using the time I do have left reading, I think poland libary is tired of seeing me there. I love reading and it just keeps my mid of crap.
School is crap I still dislike YSU and prob will for the next 5 years.


nothing else really.

ohh yea umm sammi if you read this there is a package coming to your apartment. It was ur birhtday present. I didnt no when or if i was going to see u anytime soon, so i decided to just send it to you. If u dont like itu can just throw it away or w/e u want to do with it.

well i have ofically finish the first week of classes and im beginning to count down the days until they end. All my classes are farely easy, i begin tutoring for my education class. it should be fun or at least i hope so. my brother moved out two weeks ago, because hes a stupid idiot and has no idea what he doing. I quit Burger King and im just working the one job now. I love it in a way. i dont smell when i get home and i like most of the people i work with. except my boss shes kinda hard to read. I gave up on the im not talking to Brian until he apolgizes cause hes not, so i gave in and caled him back, he has a new dog named frank and yes he is a wee wee dog too. well thats about it and my math professor is from Africa. He cool. ; )

So this summer I have had love of the Jonas Brothers. They are coming to Pittsburgh and Cleveland and I really want to go. DOes anyoe else want to come? I feel as if im 13 and loving Aaron Carter.lol that was a longgg time ago.

I would also like to give a shout out to Emmalee because I forgot to give you a Happy Birthday Comment, but i didnt forget it was your birthday!!!!!!!

So Happy really Belated Birthday!!!!!


so yeah, umm and Josh said he will kill himself before he would go see the Jonas Brothers.